I won't do Pillar Project this year. Don't think you can cajole/wheedle/threaten me to do your bitch duties, Schmidt.

In other news:




A summary of the last few weeks...let it not be said that I am productive, if not slightly off track.

Oh and yeah, spirit assembly? TOTALLY regret skipping because shirtless guys ran around. FIT shirtless guys.

And now I will be drawing all 4 of us as pokemon trainers/owners...
ta ta

I managed to catch a nasty body-ache + cold from somewhere! PROBABLY EMILY.
A combination of chills + fever+ clogged throat + body ache + PERIOD [why yes the red is necessary 8D]

There is no god.

But I'm staying home tomorrow and just studying for my Bio test.
And trying to get better before the real crunch time on Friday.
I somehow managed to play the band concert and get through a whole day of school.
I'm a trooper!  *FLEX*

English presentation : test : work experience [4-8]  ANYONE WANNA KEEP US COMPANY?
And then Christine's birthday party on Saturday [lunch <3] + then hanging out with the crazies~
Work exp. again on Sunday.

Someone please end it now.


I'm going to bed now.  I probably won't be able to sleep yet, so if anyone wants to drop a line, feel free.

<3

I have no reason to be jealous.  :/

askdjhdehakshdad random acquaintances talking about his ex makes me nervous.
but then why do I listen to them?

I guess I just need more sleep.

First night of work exp. at Chapters was today~~~ 8Db

At first I was super nervous, but I swallowed that down, and just smiled and nodded.
The manager on shift complimented Kimmie and me and said we did 'fantastic work today'.

I really want a job here.


I'm so stupid.

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so much for being good.

LAWL OOPS SORRY ZAC.

Brawl!Link needs some progress, STAT D8
All I have is the wig and base boots looooool.
I'm not making sense.

I've been watching Astro Boy~ /o/
10 episodes a day roughly.

My sister likes Epsilon.
I MISS ATLAS  TTATT

BUT I GOT THE WORK PLACEMENT AT CHAPTERS /o/
Now I just have to work really well and hope they hire me.
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The only thing I miss is being selfish.
When you take things that were just ours...and just give it away to someone else?
Yeah it hurts.

Today.....sucked.
I bought Tara's fabric and used all my spare cash, so now I can't give Ms. Bates the money on Monday for Natalia's baby crib fund.
And now I feel like a total tool.  I'm gonna have to go to the bank and take out the last of my money for that.

Also, I was put on hiatus job wise.  Everyone got less hours, and as a result, I got.....none lol.  They said they'd ask me back for the fall, but I plan on getting a more relevant/better job by then.  Probably the work experience at Chapters will help a lot...

But this means no more extravagant hanging out.  I can't go out to eat dinner/karaoke/shop/movies as much as I used to.
Sorry guys.

[rant]
and Max is all 'COME PLAY RISK' and not letting me just say no.
I don't WANT to sneak out.
I'm TIRED.
I have no MONEY.
And I feel like shit LOL.

[/rant]

I was just told today to be more selfish.

But you have no idea how frighteningly grabby and greedy I used to be.
Trust me, you don't want this.
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OH MY GOODNESS HAHAHAHAHA.  Today was yet another day at the SWEAT program.  SWEAT, for those of you who don't know, is a program at Ai, held annually, allowing high school-ers to get a taste of what it's like to take a class they'd be interested in potentially.

I took the Animation program.

Today was the 3D animation day.
Yesterday was life drawing.
The day before was just an intro.
Tomorrow's 2D animation.  [<------ FINAAAALLLLLLYYYYYYYY]

LET ME JUST SAY;
Claire, your limping robot is the CUTEST thing ever.

HAHAHAHA.  It made my life.
And then we spent lunch break and all extra time browsing dA for Axel pictures.  HAHA.  *cry*

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Afterwards, Max managed to find Ai and we both went back to Sam's/his house for a 'surprise'
Turns out he made dinner ;______________; [wtf I got so embarrassed > < ]
IT WAS SO GOOD EVEN THOUGH I DIDN'T EAT MUCH BECAUSE I WAS NERVOUS L-LOL

And then we tried to finish uzumaki.
God that movie's trashy, but yet I must finish it HAHA.
MUST.


+++++++++++++++++++++++++++

I still want to be Link and Matsu and Grell you know.  Ring me up whenever you want a private shoot.  And I can easily make them for AE if you still want someone to do the costumes with.  You're in all my groups this year, you know.  I won't let your decisions make mine.  I'm making them for myself because I want to.

I'm glad I learned to be more selfless.  I was such a horrible person, still am.

But I just lent out my Fabricland card
and wig cap
in one day HAHA.

I give up cosplays for the sake of the group/specific person who wants it more.
I give up final art project ideas because it's too similar to someone else's and they complain.  [Fuck you Ariel.  Hope you rot in a pit :]  but oh well mine turned out better than yours anyway.  Bitch.]

But my friend who wrote that I'm too self-sacrificing was right.
If it comes to a compromise where I have to give something up, I have to be sure I will be absolutely happy with it in the future.

[LOL @ me wanting to be Pit again after watching that video with Nicole + Tara]

...........................lol
wow.  I have no one to blame but myself.  I've never been so SHOCKED with a test score.
I feel sick.

You know you're Asian when you're stressing out over marks...
And I'm gaining weight now.  WTH
AND MY ART BLOCK IS STILL IN PLACE.


Hopefully this weekend will cheer me up.

*groan*
Now I have to starve myself.

):<


and wow I was just TOTALLY shunned just now.
it burns so good.

8Db

"We've learned to run from anything uncomfortable,
We've tied our pain below, so no one ever has to know...."
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I'm glad I'm not dropping any of my groups this year.  *RELIEVED*
But instead of Mori, I'm doing Matsu.  Simpler prop work, and I'm honestly not prepared for something of that caliber.
And still doing Link.
BECAUSE I WANT ELF EARS.

But lately.....I've been feeling that I'm ignoring people.
It's this niggling feeling.  And I try to talk to as many people as I can.
But...I don't know.  I talk to people, and talk to people.  But really it's just 'how are you's and 'good, and you's.


AND NOW NICOLE IS REPLAYING MY BLONDE MOMENT FROM SATURDAY.
do not approve.
but at the same time, anyone else would've laughed too.

Oh man, Robyn and I are SO GAY in the pit.
We spend all the rest measure time drawing ridiculously amusing stick figures and then laugh through songs because we can't BREATHE.

Aww, I might stay in band next year JUST for her.  :]


( ALICE IN WONDERLAND: )


So I'll see you guys at Beauty & The Beast~ ;]
I'll be the one doubled over, laughing at the innuendos in the play.
It's much better if you just LISTEN to the play and don't see it HAHAHA.