I should be working on hw right now... [Oh look 10 minutes later, here I am, listing the order in which urine travels through the body.  FML]

I didn't believe the doctor when he said I'd be more cautious around people.  I thought I wouldn't change...
Yet today when the teakettle clicked to show it was finished, I flinched.  I kept it a good distance from the bread in case it got so hot it caught on fire.  [LOL WHUT.]

When my dad said we wouldn't be able to do anything we'd been planning for a whole year, all I could do was smile and nod.  When my sister cried, all I could do was hand her my DS to play for the night.

I got irritated at Max for the stupidest reason, and I still haven't forgiven myself for that.

I felt so out of it last night.  Faces blurred and I couldn't remember who did what, what they liked, what made them laugh.  It was a struggle to remember how to connect.

I just want to sleep.
But there's work to be done.

There's still this whole summer ahead of me,
There's always next year for AE.


I'm so sorry to whoever depended on me to be there.
You have no idea.