I go along with everyone's obsessions, just because the sheer amount of how they love it at the time is so intoxicating.
But then they don't follow through and I'm left feeling a little empty.

I hate it.
I do it too much as it is, but it doesn't help anymore.
l
I don't know...

I'm addicted to the rush of a new love, but I hate the fading.
When you thought something belonged to just you and one other person, and then they share it with someone else....how am I supposed to feel?

This rush is crushing me.
But I won't ever stop, probably not.

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RAINY WEATHER MAKES ME BAAAAAW.            ;______;
[In other news, I'm dressing up a lot more for school, and I like it.  8]  Makes me feel all fashionable and stuff~]